Returning to AFO Life as an Adult Prompts New Observations
When it comes to doing cardio at the gym, I’ve always preferred the stationary bike to the treadmill. I have yet to fall off a stationary bike, but I’ve fallen off a treadmill several times in my life.
“Heel-toe, heel-ankle. Ouch!”
Many of us in the Charcot-Marie-Tooth (CMT) community struggle with our gait, walking, and general clumsiness. Some days I feel like I have to concentrate on the simple mechanics of walking just to keep my face a comfortable distance from the floor.
But if I add a treadmill to the equation? At times, the treadmill can feel a bit too precarious, and therefore, an exercise in futility.
A fresh perspective
Last week, I stepped on a treadmill with a level of confidence I hadn’t felt in a while. I had obtained a bit more stability in my life by equipping myself with something I haven’t had since I was a child: ankle-foot orthoses (AFOs).
Walking on a treadmill doesn’t seem as scary with AFOs.
Returning to orthoses as an adult is an interesting experience. It’s not unlike getting back on a bicycle after years of not cycling. I feel taller and able to propel myself faster. It’s fun to experience that while doing something as simple as walking.
I had missed that feeling, and experiencing it again was welcome. However, what fascinated me were the new observations and challenges I hadn’t experienced as a child.
For example, I’m realizing that AFOs take some getting used to, regardless of whether you’ve used them before. There’s still a learning curve. Although I feel stronger, more stable, and can walk longer, for now, I also feel less agile.
I still think the trade-off is worth it. I can always take off the AFOs when I need more agility. And I’m sure that some of my agility will return once I become accustomed to navigating the world in them.
Also, although I know some AFO users regularly use them while driving, I’ve never heard an orthotist actively recommend this. I need to decide how I will manage that aspect of my life as well.
Friendly conversations are a bonus
On a more encouraging and less stressful note, I’ve been pleasantly surprised by how often my new AFOs serve as a positive conversation starter. I’m generally not seeking out others with orthotics, but because I often wear my AFOs with short pants, many people approach me to chat about them.
Over the past two weeks, I’ve been stopped by fellow orthotics users at least three times. They seem eager to chat and trade tips and suggestions about how to best manage life with AFOs.
I had no idea orthotics are as common as they are in my area. These interactions have been a nice reminder that people can be awfully kind and supportive, even to strangers.
AFOs are very personal, and how to best navigate life with them can vary tremendously. What works for others may not work for me, and vice versa.
However, I think a commonality for many of us CMTers is the need to constantly recalibrate our lifestyle and habits to accommodate our constantly changing abilities and adjust to treatments.
Managing CMT can sometimes feel like an endless series of changes. It’s important to remember to reflect on all we’ve accomplished and take time to thank and appreciate our bodies for helping us get as far as we have.
I will continue to take CMT and my AFOs day by day. I’m eager to see what new things I’ll be able to explore and experience because of them.
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